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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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3:40 pm
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Leah and I just got done talking about DJ's penis. Yes that's right. First part is Joey.
mondays misery (3:35:59 PM): i'll bring him for show and tell mondays misery (3:35:59 PM): lol summerLovin45693 (3:36:04 PM): hahah summerLovin45693 (3:36:04 PM): dooo it mondays misery (3:36:09 PM): that would be sweet mondays misery (3:36:14 PM): be like mondays misery (3:36:31 PM): this is my BOYFRIEND from IDAHO who has a MUSTANG that isn't a LYING DOUCHE BAG mondays misery (3:36:31 PM): :-) mondays misery (3:36:46 PM): and stare at dj at that last part mondays misery (3:36:47 PM): hehehe summerLovin45693 (3:37:26 PM): hahah summerLovin45693 (3:37:27 PM): and be like summerLovin45693 (3:37:36 PM): and his cock is 2394832094 times bigger than my last boyfriends summerLovin45693 (3:37:37 PM): hahaha mondays misery (3:37:46 PM): LOL mondays misery (3:37:48 PM): amen to that mondays misery (3:37:48 PM): hahahaha summerLovin45693 (3:37:49 PM): and stare at dj for that too summerLovin45693 (3:37:51 PM): hahahah mondays misery (3:37:54 PM): hahaha summerLovin45693 (3:38:04 PM): hed probably be like NUH UH summerLovin45693 (3:38:11 PM): and lie about that too mondays misery (3:38:15 PM): hhahahah probably mondays misery (3:38:16 PM): be like mondays misery (3:38:18 PM): THEN SHOW US mondays misery (3:38:19 PM): hahah summerLovin45693 (3:38:24 PM): hahahaha summerLovin45693 (3:38:25 PM): ewwwwwwww mondays misery (3:38:35 PM): and not really look but just say we did mondays misery (3:38:36 PM): haha summerLovin45693 (3:38:54 PM): lol mondays misery (3:39:06 PM): =D (type 8 font) mondays misery (3:39:09 PM): haha that's dj summerLovin45693 (3:39:17 PM): hahahaha summerLovin45693 (3:39:20 PM): ewww summerLovin45693 (3:39:23 PM): more like mondays misery (3:39:23 PM): hahaha summerLovin45693 (3:39:25 PM): - mondays misery (3:39:27 PM): LOL mondays misery (3:39:27 PM): yes mondays misery (3:39:41 PM): or mondays misery (3:39:42 PM): . mondays misery (3:39:48 PM): hahah summerLovin45693 (3:39:53 PM): hahaha summerLovin45693 (3:39:54 PM): or summerLovin45693 (3:39:55 PM): summerLovin45693 (3:39:57 PM): :-D mondays misery (3:39:58 PM): LOL mondays misery (3:39:58 PM): yes mondays misery (3:39:59 PM): hahahah
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Leah <3 hahaha...
I definitely thought today was an even day so I didn't have any of the right books or spirals. Pft. Oh well. Now I don't have to repack my books for tomorrow! Bwahaha! Lenora and I made a cake for Jonathan yesterday because it was his last day at work. He really liked it, we had to rush it over and it was still hot and the icing was melting off so you couldn't read it anymore hahaha... It said... WE U LSDGJlkhkl dsgkLKSHDG! That U was a heart hahaha... He texted me later and thanked me again and said he would visit and he felt loved. Mission accomplished! He gave us big hugs hehe... Jonathan <3 Lenora was driving and we were going 70 on Old Bon Air hahah and then 65 in our neighborhood. What adrenaline that was... I cut my finger yesterday at work cutting lemons. It bled everywhere, so I was like B) Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... I dunno what else. 15 days till Joey heheheheeeeeeeee! YAY!
current mood: bored current music: Private Eye - Alkaline Trio
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| Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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3:12 pm
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yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay finally a three day weekend. I had two tests today, one in physics and the other in trig analysis... I think I did fine on them, but I guess we'll see. In history, Mr Negaard read some letters for the civil war and stuff, they were pretty moving. Other than that, nothing else really happened at school...
When I got home I saw some flowers on the mantle and I opened the card and they were from Jonathan and David from work for my birthday :D I was happy, Jonathan had already left a rose on my mailbox with a note and they both got me 19 bags of black balloons (for the Goo Goo Dolls) Jonathan is so sweet... He's moving to Maryland sometime... I'll miss him.
Joey called and asked if I would take another employment verification form to the Honda dealer on Cary Street... So I'll have to do that soon. I took the first one to Pizza Hut last night so the apartments should have gotten it today if he filled it out and faxed it. I'm so excited!! 19 more days... He'll be making $10 an hour to start out with at the Honda place and $8 at Pizza Hut. They're doing a 30-day viewing type thing for him at the Honda dealer to see what he can do, and they'll move him around there, and when it's over they'll decide what his pay should be, so I think it will be pretty good! He's a smart guy.
Buuuuuuuuuuuuut I think that's all for now... I'll write more when I get back from Carytown, hopefully I can find some people to chill with tonight since it's like a Friday to me and I've always gotta work on weekends. Yay for holidays!
current mood: happy current music: I've Been Thinking About You - London Beat
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| Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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4:36 pm
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Debbie called Joey back and he decided that he would start his lease on December 1st. That is three weeks from today. I think that... I'm about to die hahaha...
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Total Est. Time: 37 hours, 35 minutes Total Est. Distance: 2494.09 miles
Have fun driving Joey haha...
current mood: excited current music: Gap - 311
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| Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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4:46 pm
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Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh glorious days of the life of Sunny. Today I went by Chesterfield Village to check out the apartments over there, I called ahead of time and the girl (Debbie was her name) said that the one bedroom apartments were $504 a month because they were having a special, so I was like YAY! So I went over there to look at it, she gave me all this paperwork Joey needs to fill out but I think I'll just get her to fax it to him and he can fax it back tomorrow... But I'm so excited!!!!! She took me to the apartment that's a display one I guess, and it looked pretty good. The only other thing he will have to pay for is electricity for AC. I'm SO EXCITED, I just got off the phone with Debbie and she's gonna fax it all to Joey and all that good stuff YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY I'm gonna pee my pants!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS - Patrick that was the best comment ever lol B)
current mood: ecstatic current music: Naked - The Goo Goo Dolls
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| Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
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4:10 pm
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Homecoming tonight, bitches! WOOP!
current mood: giddy current music: Gap - 311
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| Monday, October 18th, 2004
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9:47 pm
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So apparently I'm a shitty person. I'm sorry to whoever I've hurt ever, I'm sorry that I am not perfect, I'm sorry for everything. My journal is in fact a journal, whether I am "attached" to it or not, I think that's what the purpose of a journal is, isn't it? It's to confide feelings in, whether it's an online one or not, I don't really care. It's me. This is me. You don't have to read it, no one is forcing you to. I understand you may have opinions, and I know I am not perfect and I'm sorry.
It's just that I care about the people closest to me, and sometimes change is never a good thing in my eyes or anyone else's. Lenora I'm truly sorry if I hurt you, I was just writing out of anger and betrayal it felt like to me. I've taken it down. It's not often I feel that way about anything. You are my best friend in the whole world, and I don't want to lose you as a friend, it's just hard for me to tell you how I feel when you're so out there about things like that. It's not that I'm not openminded, because I think I've very openminded. That's the only thing I feel strongly against, and I know you respect that. I just care about you a lot and I don't want you to get hurt (I know I sound like your mom lol...) I just feel kind of under the weather lately, like no one is here for me but myself. Work and school have taken up so much of my time that I haven't been able to spend time with the people closest to me, not even my family or Lenora, so I'm asking time off from work to get in touch with them and myself again. But anyway... I guess that's all.
Sorry to everyone else, I'm a normal person like anyone else. I'm not perfect so don't perceive me as that. Thanks :\
current mood: lonely current music: The General - Dispatch
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| Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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4:42 pm
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AGH! I'm so broke. I just got two more bills today in the mail, one for my laptop and the other is my old cell bill, for freaking $80. My new cell bill came earlier this week for another $80. I don't get paid till next Wednesday, and I've started saving to buy a Mustang and I don't want to take any money out of there... Tomorrow is Friday so I'll get tips, also Saturday and Sunday so I should be ok, I have almost $80 in the bank. Gah!
Anyway...
We had River Chef today, I think we did pretty well except that the green beans and carrots didn't get booked all the way and the rice didn't either... We only had an hour, and it was hard when we didn't even have enough pots and pans to cook with, we had to share them when we were done with our group. I think my soup was pretty good, but apparently someone had taken the beef stock and I used the chicken and since someone had the beef one at their table I didn't see it and I used the wrong one. UGH! But I think ours had the best presentation, Ben's chicken looked pretty good, and he didn't even know River Chef was today since he was out the last two classes. He didn't even know what he was cooking till today haha... So we'll see who wins on Monday I guess, I hope it's tomorrow though. But since Monday is the next even day... Some people got disqualified because they had their food in their hands on the way over to the table and you had to have it on the presentation table by the time the timer went off. Sucks for them! Can't remember if that happened to two groups or one, but there were four groups total. It happens every month so if we didn't win this time, we definitely will next time, our group rocks!
Powderpuff meeting in 45 minutes, I forgot about the last one, but apparently all the preppy kids are doing it. I should have known... Trying to get more of my friends to do it so it'll balance out, it doesn't really matter anyway, the seniors will cheat. But it will be fun I think anyway ;D
Lenora's last day at work is tonight :( LENORA YOU SUCK, LEAVING ME THERE ALL ALONE! I still love you though. TRAITOR.
Love you.
YOU SUCK
But I'll forgive you.
In like 5 years.
Hee :) <3
current mood: cold current music: Vitamin R - Chevelle
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| Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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12:04 pm
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Ho hum. I've been feeling artistic lately (thanks to Art and Photo...) And I've been ahead in Photo class by a few days so I'm starting on side projects for myself. I started one today, it's interesting I think. We're doing photograms, starting cameras sometimes towards the end of this month... I found a picture in a magazine and I decided to use it for a photogram. Hopefully it will turn out well, I need to buy more photo paper because I think I'll be about out when I finish that one...
After school today a girl came up to me and asked if I knew how to jump a car and if I had cables. I told her I did and helped her start her car. She was freaking out and her friend was trying to calm her down, so Austin and I put the cables on the cars and I turned on my car blah blah... But she turned off her car, so we had to do it again. She had left her lights on that morning so the battery went dead.
Thursday is River Chef in Catering class so hopefully we'll do ok. Ben hasn't been in class the past two class days, so he'll probably forget we have it Thursday. He doesn't even know what part he has, we had to assign it to him in class... I'll post up how we do, it happens every month so if we don't do well this time we can do better next month. Plus you learn as you go, and since all of us had contradicting work schedules we couldn't work out a place to meet to practice.
Enjoying my two days off from work till I go back tomorrow... Was working all weekend and 3 days during the school week last week. Gah! But I'm saving up for a Mustang I've decided so it makes me more motivated to go to work. Although I have much more homework for odd days than I do even days... Trig Analysis, Physics and AP History on that day. It's hell...
Time seems to be going by so slow, but the days seem to pass quickly. It's already 17 days until Joey is here... I'm getting nervous, but I can't wait at the same time. But then I will remember that he has to leave again, and it'll be much harder than last time he was here... But I think it will be better this time when he's here. Who knows, we'll see I guess.
current mood: artistic current music: Going The Distance - Cake
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| Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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11:30 am
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Dude, last night was so kickass. Went to Alley Katz and watched Tragedy Letters, Patent Pending, and Forever In A Day, didn't get to stay long enough for Race The Sun. :( But it was so good, I bought a lot of stuff... Got a CD and shirt bundle for $10 and a sweatshirt for $20 from Patent Pending and the guitarist gave me a free DVD 'cause he liked me B) He was really cool, outside when we were waiting to get in, he came up to me and Rebecca and we chatted a little, then inside he asked our names and stuff. John Tucker wore a Billy Ray Cyrus t-shirt and they brought him up on stage hahaha, they said, "Richmond rocks because of people like this!"
Had to leave early because Mom wanted me home, but I was still late and she was a little pissed. Went back to my car and I forgot that you could only park there till 9, and it was 9:30 so there were 3 cops standing by my car, and a girl was standing there too and she had convinced them not to give me a ticket. WOO! People <3
Anyway...
That was a lot of fun. Today going to a crab feast thingy at 2, then I have work at 5... Write more later! L8r m8s.
current mood: creative current music: Decemberween - Patent Pending
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| Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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lol ;D My brother is kewliez. I love talking to him online when he's in the other room haha ;D
current mood: cold current music: Criminal - Fiona Apple
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| Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
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2:50 pm
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WOOOOOO got a new cell phone last night! It's so fun, a camera phone. I was taking pics at lunch with Page, Matt, and Josh, they were fun haha ;D So glad I'm not with T-Mobile anymore, it was such crap.
Got a lot of homework tonight... a 5 chapter test tomorrow for AP history o.O
Last Saturday was AWESOME WOO!
Tragedy Letters and some other bands at Alley Katz Friday night, anyone wanna go, let me know!
Can't think of anything else that happened that was exciting... probably nothing. BAI!
current mood: giddy current music: Gap - 311
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| Friday, September 24th, 2004
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11:14 pm
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Friday <3 I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAT AND LENORA!!!!!!!!!!!! omg, I can't wait. It'll be so bum.
current mood: ecstatic current music: Girls - Beastie Boys
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| Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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9:42 pm
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Time to update my lovely journal! I noticed they changed the layout... I think I like it better.
I was going to switch to Verizon today but the T-Mobile people were bullshitting me by telling me if I switched now I would have to pay the $200 cancellation fee, but I read on the site that you can either pay the $200 or finish paying off the year, whichever is cheaper. So of course my mom believes the lady she is talking to, and that lady was trying to get me to stay with T-Mobile by offering me a new phone and a new plan and shit like that. I know she means well but that just pisses me off for some reason. Well I can switch Monday, that's when my year is up, and I remembered today is Thursday so I have free weekends... I've already gone over my minutes (bah!) so whatever...
Hmm... Went to the boys' volleyball game tonight, we lost to Midlo. Midlo can kiss my ass, pft. Cocky ass holes. But then again so are all the other schools in this county. James River is also, bunch of little rich kids whose parents buy them BMWs for their birthdays. Ugh...
I'm thinking that is all for now... I will post again tomorrow after work, or before work if something interesting happens (unlikely) but we'll see! Good night loves.
current mood: annoyed current music: Lazy Eye - The Goo Goo Dolls
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| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
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LOLOLOL update! K, so I thought that the DJ deal was done but apparently not... He calls me at 11:30 last night cursing at me to take "that personal shit" off my profile and hangs up on me. So I was like "whatever" and laughed hahaha... K, so he IMs me like 5 minutes ago and goes "Sunny, I can't stress enough how much I need you to take that shit off your profile" and I blocked him and ghosted, but I forgot he was still on my buddy list so he popped back up again. So he IMs me AGAIN and goes:
BiGcLiMbEr88 (2:37:12 PM): ok sunny last fuckin warning take that shit off or i will make your life a living helll i will beat the shit out of you if you dont take that shit off try me please i really want you to
So he puts up the following away message:
out ps sunny is a slut who had anal sex with stephen phish and liked it but said she got raped but she likes it when men shuv things up her ass she also has eboli on her back that makes you want to hurl maggots just thought id through that out there 387-0089
gahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahhahaha, what the hell is he gonna do to me? I wonder if he knows cops are right up the street if he tried anything? Maybe he should learn to spell also... And what the hell is eboli? Is that like E-Coli, a food poisoning? If it is, why would it be on my back? How does a sickness make it on your back? Interesting... I think this calls for dictionary.com!
No entry found for eboli.
Hm... Very interesting if I do say so myself! Continues to:
Did you mean ebola?
So I clicked the link for "ebola." It says:
2 entries found for ebola. Main Entry: Ebo·la Pronunciation: i-'bO-l&, E-; 'E-"bO- Function: noun 1 : EBOLA VIRUS 2 : the hemorrhagic fever caused by the Ebola virus called also Ebola fever
ebola
n : a severe and often fatal disease in humans and nonhuman primates (monkeys and chimpanzees) caused by the Ebola virus; characterized by high fever and severe internal bleeding; can be spread from person to person; is largely limited to Africa [syn: Ebola hemorrhagic fever, Ebola fever, Ebola]
K, so I don't really see how a virus can make it onto someone's back. And apparently if I had "eboli" or "ebola" it would be contagious. So therefore, if he saw it, if it was there at all, wouldn't it mean he would have gotten this contagious back disease? Interesting isn't it? So if he was trying to get to me by saying I have some sort of "back disease" I think he would have it too, am I right? Very interesting...
So I really hope he sees this so he will know how much of a dumbass is. Maybe some day he will realize if he keeps his mouth shut he won't get shit talked about him. Maybe he will learn to leave things alone. Maybe some day he will realize that I don't give a God damn about him anymore, he can jump off a cliff for all I care. He's messed up my life enough, and I'm getting it back together. All of which is probably extremely unlikely, so he can just suck it.
current mood: pleased current music: Flowing - 311
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| Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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So once again, I've forgotten about my lovely journal. It's so hot... But I will keep with it this time, I know I've said I would in the past but I love my journal too much :D
Finally talked to Joey tonight, I haven't talked to him since Monday I think... Monday or Tuesday. Pretty sure it was Monday... He said he'd gotten his package in the mail today, and I think he liked it. I had gotten him a necklace kind of like the one his best friend gave him for his birthday but when he came to visit me the people who went through his bag at the airport broke it... Some other little things too, lots of pictures and stuff. If it was me, I think I would like lots of pictures and stuff! Sent him the wanted ads and a directory with apartments in case he wants to check things out... He mentioned it, so I guess we will see!
Had an in-class essay in history today. Not sure how I did since I didn't read part of the chapters... My history teacher was wearing cowboy boots today also, I thought that was odd. Black pants with brown boots. Hm... Pep rally today, it was ok actually, usually I don't like them but it was great to see a lot of my friends at the same time.
Had work tonight also, was pretty slow, probably because of tornado warnings... But I'm pretty tired and I get to sleep in tomorrow morning so I'm happy :) Have a good night y'all ;D
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BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:17:50 AM): how you and ya bitch mondays misery (12:17:58 AM): excuse me? BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:21:04 AM): your man toy BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:21:28 AM): you know BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:21:32 AM): joey BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:21:39 AM): your man toy BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:21:44 AM): cmon gur work wif me mondays misery (12:22:01 AM): ok... BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:22:31 AM): what whats rong mondays misery (12:22:59 AM): nothing. mondays misery (12:23:03 AM): he's not my toy. mondays misery (12:23:06 AM): he's a real person you know BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:23:31 AM): yeah yeah whatever....how is he and you mondays misery (12:23:40 AM): we are fine thanks for asking mondays misery (12:23:40 AM): ;D mondays misery (12:25:08 AM): how are you and jane BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:27:21 AM): there is no me and jane mondays misery (12:27:26 AM): oh mondays misery (12:27:28 AM): i thought there was BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:27:56 AM): well ya thought rong mondays misery (12:28:03 AM): i guess i did. mondays misery (12:28:11 AM): figured yall were going out since yall talked so much BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:28:12 AM): yurp BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:29:04 AM): we werent talking so much mondays misery (12:29:18 AM): you did when we were at the beach weren't you? BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:29:56 AM): oh yeah those were the calles ya invated my privasy with yeah i remember mondays misery (12:30:13 AM): hahaha mondays misery (12:30:17 AM): that was only one time thanks mondays misery (12:30:20 AM): and like for a minute. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:30:39 AM): bullshit whole call mondays misery (12:30:47 AM): actually it wasn't. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:31:22 AM): dude what the fuck ever mondays misery (12:31:31 AM): k. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:32:59 AM): dude why did you have to piss me off mondays misery (12:33:05 AM): what? BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:33:58 AM): im pist at you man mondays misery (12:34:01 AM): why BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:34:12 AM): cause you pised me off mondays misery (12:34:23 AM): how? BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:34:46 AM): i was doin fine till you started talking to me mondays misery (12:34:50 AM): uhh mondays misery (12:34:51 AM): sure. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:35:03 AM): i finally cooled down and now your pissin me off mondays misery (12:35:04 AM): excuse me for trying to be nice. mondays misery (12:35:10 AM): well that's not myfault. mondays misery (12:35:15 AM): i haven't said anything to piss you off. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:35:19 AM): yeah it fuckin is mondays misery (12:35:24 AM): no it's fuckin' not. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:36:00 AM): dam way to be a bitch mondays misery (12:36:08 AM): i'm a bitch? mondays misery (12:36:09 AM): lol mondays misery (12:36:10 AM): what did i do now. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:36:44 AM): what did you do,,,,,,,you are being a bitch mondays misery (12:36:51 AM): how? mondays misery (12:36:56 AM): you can't just call me one without a reason. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:37:34 AM): because you pissed me off bye talking to me whn there was no reason for you to talk to me mondays misery (12:37:42 AM): i doubt that. mondays misery (12:37:58 AM): you're pissed because you brought up that ryan and i were listening to your conversation for a minute. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:38:13 AM): dude i liked it when we didnt talk mondays misery (12:38:27 AM): well i did too, but i'm a nice person. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:38:39 AM): HAHAHAA FUCK THAT BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:38:44 AM): thats bull shit mondays misery (12:38:48 AM): hahaha and why is that. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:39:30 AM): AHERHERHER shut the fuck up mondays misery (12:39:36 AM): hahaha. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:39:55 AM): dam i always hated your laughh hahahaha mondays misery (12:40:09 AM): lol, i love how you say that now when you were in love with it before. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:40:09 AM): it was anoying as shit BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:40:09 AM): hahahahahha BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:40:35 AM): fuck i did i oved it alot but it became a BITCH mondays misery (12:40:52 AM): i hardly think you ever loved me dj. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:41:30 AM): yeah i bet you do.......you never fuckin cared anyway mondays misery (12:41:47 AM): if i never cared why would i have stayed for two years even when you treated me like complete shit dj. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:42:14 AM): im still trying to figure that the fuck out mondays misery (12:42:25 AM): so am i. mondays misery (12:42:49 AM): if you weren't so worthy then why did you want me to stay BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:43:22 AM): yeah i wanted you to stay but now i dont mondays misery (12:43:38 AM): well i haven't wanted to stay for awhile now, ever since i told you on the phone. mondays misery (12:43:48 AM): why did you want me to stay when you would mess with other people mondays misery (12:43:50 AM): i don't get it BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:44:26 AM): fuck you bitch i never messed with other people fuck you dude mondays misery (12:44:40 AM): you've messed with plenty dj, don't deny it i mean come on. mondays misery (12:44:43 AM): everyone knows. mondays misery (12:45:00 AM): but aside from that, you still treated me like crap i don't see how you ever cared for me mondays misery (12:45:03 AM): and wanted me to stay BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:45:04 AM): bullshit whod i mess with mondays misery (12:45:13 AM): lyndsay, katie mondays misery (12:45:17 AM): and whoever else. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:45:30 AM): DUDE how long ago was that BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:45:32 AM): shit dude mondays misery (12:45:36 AM): i don't know. mondays misery (12:45:39 AM): even still. mondays misery (12:45:44 AM): it was during the time we had relations. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:46:29 AM): dude the time with lyndsey was when we werent dating mondays misery (12:46:40 AM): k. mondays misery (12:46:50 AM): but you still knew i had feelings for you. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:47:19 AM): whatever dude BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:47:38 AM): dam whyd you have to piss me off while im stoned shit mondays misery (12:47:45 AM): i mean, i don't even really care anymore, it doesn't matter. but it just bugs me when you say i never cared. mondays misery (12:48:16 AM): well maybe you shouldn't get stoned. mondays misery (12:48:18 AM): simple as that. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:48:19 AM): oh shut the fuck up with it bugs you that proves you didnt care cold hearted bitch mondays misery (12:48:28 AM): oh please. mondays misery (12:48:31 AM): that's bull shit. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:48:50 AM): your bull shit mondays misery (12:48:57 AM): i think you are. mondays misery (12:49:06 AM): i'm the only logical one here. mondays misery (12:49:16 AM): i couldn't take your crap any longer so i finally had to leave. mondays misery (12:49:20 AM): it was making me weak dj. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:49:26 AM): man fuck you hor mondays misery (12:49:29 AM): whore lmao mondays misery (12:49:32 AM): how am i a whore BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:50:07 AM): dude fuck off bro i dont want to fuckin fight while im baked dude mondays misery (12:50:17 AM): i'm not a bro. mondays misery (12:50:24 AM): well don't fight with me then. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:50:34 AM): dude fu ck off mondays misery (12:50:42 AM): hahahah, whatever. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:51:11 AM): yeah dude whatever AHER mondays misery (12:51:30 AM): yeah you're mature. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:52:02 AM): dam dude whe did you become such a whore mondays misery (12:52:29 AM): how am i a whore hahaha... i never changed dj, you did. mondays misery (12:52:34 AM): maybe you'll realize that one day. BiGcLiMbEr88 (12:52:45 AM): yeah ok mondays misery (12:52:54 AM): k, good.
current mood: amused current music: Homebrew - 311
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Just mowed the freaking lawn again, I mowed it last weekend. But it's ok though, I'd rather mow the lawn than rake leaves. (And it was a push mower, you pansies.) But anyway, I told my Mom about Joey today. To my surprise she was actually ok with it, even when he's 19. She said she'd rather me date an older guy because I'd have more in common with him. She said she'd like to meet him if he came again, and of course he'll come again. ;D I've got work 4-9 tonight, so someone should come and visit me. I haven't eaten yet today so I think I'm gonna get ready, and then I'll take Austin out to lunch. Talk to you later kids.
current mood: hungry current music: same as yesterday...
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| Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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So I went to bed last night (this morning...?) at 6 AM and got up at 10 'cause work called and asked me to come in... I would have but I was going to the watermelon festival with Lenora, yay! It was a lot of fun, Dallas and Curtis went too. I bought a sweet cowboy hat (wearing it now, what do you know?) for $25. Spent all my money on that so I was a little pooped 'cause I didn't get a lot to drink. I'm not even all that tired but Mom's making me get off the computer at 12... That was about all I did today. I watched this new movie thingy on VH1 on Michael Jackson. That thing sucked ass. Wasn't even accurate, pft. Whatever. I think that's all... Got work tomorrow 4-9 so I'll write tomorrow if anything interesting goes on. ;)
Bai kids.
PS - The song on my current music is a great song, haven't ever heard it before but I got it on a music videos DVD type thing I got off eBay. Can't stop listening to it, you guys should check it out.
current mood: happy current music: I Don't Want To Know - The Goo Goo Dolls
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Weeeeeeell, I have no idea where the hell my background went... My journal isn't as cool anymore! :\
But anyway... I feel a ton better, good thing too. I miss him a lot, but at least I'm happy about it. Can't wait to see him again.
Umm... So yesterday I ordered a laptop in hopes of getting it BEFORE I go to the beach with DJ and Ryan for two weeks (YEAH BABY!) but apparently I'm not. Oh well... It's alright. I'm sure I will have fun even without it. Maybe I shouldn't be so dependent on computers...? I'm not really... But now I'm just rambling :D
I've got work in about 30 minutes, haven't been to work since before Joey came. Lenora is working tonight too, yay! AND I'll be serving, woo hoo! Yay, for spending cash! I've been broke lately. I'm thinking about applying at Joe's Inn when I get back from the beach. They pay $8 an hour if you're hostessing or I dunno what if you're serving. But I'm sure I'd make like three times as much money as Apollo's, pft.
Anywho... Went to Best Buy today to get Joey's birthday present. Then I went to Chik-Fil-A and Austin and I got lunch, then I stopped by Circuit City to see if they had the phone I wanted but they didn't so I guess I gotta go to a Verizon store when my year is up. Can't wait for it to be up, T-Mobile blows.
I think that is all, I was going to spend the night at Lenora's but I'll have to wait till tomorrow because my parents went out of town to my stepdad's high school reunion... So Dad wants us at his house tonight, dunno why but whatever.
cya ;D
current mood: bored current music: I Believe In A Thing Called Love - The Darkness
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I feel so empty... I hate feeling this way. I want it to go away, I don't know what I'm feeling. I wish he'd come back or I wish I'd stop feeling this way. Or at least I wish I knew how to deal with it.
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